Plead
talk to monster and monster won't eat you.
Victims
upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)
x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D
Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3
Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE
Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!
Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)
OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)
Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop
Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P
Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333
Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!
CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS
WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x
leave now and monster won't eat you.
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Sometimes I feel that this is the worst day of my life and sulk. But then I tell myself that maybe this isn't so bad and try my utmost best to change the mood. And believe me when I say there aren't many days I feel this way. I am often happily busy. Glad that I am not letting my life slip by or wasting it by not having anything to do. But this feeling came twice on two consecutive days. And, that's hardly a coincidence. damn. Ystd, black friday. Judging went bad, interviews didn't go great either, I was like a slack interviewer. =\ & Judging, got me shocked that the judge was so dao and couldn't really be bothered by the scoring & there were many delays and all that such that I got a little flustered. But, anyway, I saw that no one was really looking so stressed, so I thought, was I exaggerating the situation? Maybe it really wasn't so bad, and after dinner decided that I shall stop getting so stressed and let things take its course. Well, so much for black friday. Today, amazing race was, well, attendance may not have been good, but it was still quite alright. So, nothing to complain about there. Lo & Behold I met Belinda at Marina Square and she told me that she met Jonathan at school that day at the scholarship briefing. I was like, WHAT?! No, don't get me wrong, I'm not unhappy she got it, it's just, I DID NOT GET IT. No phone call that I got the scholarship, no email, no nothing. Okay, you may be thinking that it's just a scholarship. Why do I want to get it so badly? BECAUSE I REALLY wanted it so badly & I want the money & I do not understand WHY they did not pick me. I mean sure there are others in my course with a better gpa than me, BUT, I have a good cca point record, I have been consistent in my studies, I got top in HOM. Okay, maybe not convincing enough, but if you know me, you will know I deserve the scholarship and so I really do not get WTH is so important about solely GPA & GRADES. It's SO UNFAIR. Then again, the world is never fair. BUT, CLEARLY, THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME, HENCE THE AGITATION. It's just absolutely pissing me off so badly. And got me so perturbed. Was there something wrong with me that I did not deserve this scholarship that they felt I should not get it? Or was it coz I did not get a perfect GPA and just based on that, I did not get it? It's just so disturbing that even YONGLIANG did not get the scholarship. Was there something wrong with MY CHARACTER? With me BEHAVIOUR? With ME? Or was it simply that I don't have the X-FACTOR? Then is it fair? F-ing Seriously. I'm sorry, I'm gna have to do something else with my life now. It's just not how I pictured it to be, if no scholarships coming my way, I'm gna have to find someway else to make money. & that is going to be my next focus after all my events on hand end. YL asked, then who got it? I dno, The top student? They are academically biased, don't you know?
Sometimes I feel that this is the worst day of my life and sulk. But then I tell myself that maybe this isn't so bad and try my utmost best to change the mood. And believe me when I say there aren't many days I feel this way. I am often happily busy. Glad that I am not letting my life slip by or wasting it by not having anything to do. But this feeling came twice on two consecutive days. And, that's hardly a coincidence. damn. Ystd, black friday. Judging went bad, interviews didn't go great either, I was like a slack interviewer. =\ & Judging, got me shocked that the judge was so dao and couldn't really be bothered by the scoring & there were many delays and all that such that I got a little flustered. But, anyway, I saw that no one was really looking so stressed, so I thought, was I exaggerating the situation? Maybe it really wasn't so bad, and after dinner decided that I shall stop getting so stressed and let things take its course. Well, so much for black friday. Today, amazing race was, well, attendance may not have been good, but it was still quite alright. So, nothing to complain about there. Lo & Behold I met Belinda at Marina Square and she told me that she met Jonathan at school that day at the scholarship briefing. I was like, WHAT?! No, don't get me wrong, I'm not unhappy she got it, it's just, I DID NOT GET IT. No phone call that I got the scholarship, no email, no nothing. Okay, you may be thinking that it's just a scholarship. Why do I want to get it so badly? BECAUSE I REALLY wanted it so badly & I want the money & I do not understand WHY they did not pick me. I mean sure there are others in my course with a better gpa than me, BUT, I have a good cca point record, I have been consistent in my studies, I got top in HOM. Okay, maybe not convincing enough, but if you know me, you will know I deserve the scholarship and so I really do not get WTH is so important about solely GPA & GRADES. It's SO UNFAIR. Then again, the world is never fair. BUT, CLEARLY, THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME, HENCE THE AGITATION. It's just absolutely pissing me off so badly. And got me so perturbed. Was there something wrong with me that I did not deserve this scholarship that they felt I should not get it? Or was it coz I did not get a perfect GPA and just based on that, I did not get it? It's just so disturbing that even YONGLIANG did not get the scholarship. Was there something wrong with MY CHARACTER? With me BEHAVIOUR? With ME? Or was it simply that I don't have the X-FACTOR? Then is it fair? F-ing Seriously. I'm sorry, I'm gna have to do something else with my life now. It's just not how I pictured it to be, if no scholarships coming my way, I'm gna have to find someway else to make money. & that is going to be my next focus after all my events on hand end. YL asked, then who got it? I dno, The top student? They are academically biased, don't you know?
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